I need to be told that I am loved. I may not be the perfect lover, I often say what is on my mind, I may be the one to start a fight, I may be possessive ,and very often take time to understand things, I may be moody and childish, but please don't forget, I am Faithful, I am Trustworthy ,and above all I love you from deep inside.
In all these years, from years back, now and Forever!
Sometimes I feel like a I am a part of a jigsaw puzzle simply trying to figure out where should I place myself.I know life is not the fairy tale I imagined it to be. At least I am fortunate enough to have found love. Yet, why do I feel insecure...like it is slipping away from me? I don't want to be 'wanted', I want to be 'needed'. Am I asking for too much? Am I not capable of holding on to love when I know for sure I can give love?
Without your love I feel like I am walking on life's road all alone, and my life seems meaningless..Without your love I can only try to go back to the things I liked to do. But I can't because your thoughts haunt me day and night.After giving you MY all..MY every thought..MY love...how can I save myself from this ocean like loneliness..?
Because I can't swim to save myself!!!!!
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YOU REALLY HAVE IT IN U......WHAT A WONDERFUL PLAY OF WORDS...KEEP THEM COMING...I AM SO VERY PROUD OF U!!!!
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Agree with Anila! This is so real for me as well! I think women world over will identify. Cheers!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful!!! How well crafted emotions.Keep going sweetie.
ReplyDeleteGood stuff..Keep it up..Am really impressed with your writing!
ReplyDeleteHe very good ...have known u for so long...never imagined you had it in you...great writing ....good reading......xox
ReplyDeleteyou write what most of us are unable to say.loved it.
ReplyDeleteAlpu really, this is a very pleasant surprise. Never knew you wrote so well...beautiful words, beautiful feelings!
ReplyDeleteYou are gifted with 'expression'..... so many cannot put it down.... proud of you for reaching out to women of the world...... and being a source of inspiration.......
ReplyDeletereally loved the way words flowed expressing the emotions so well..Great work LOVED going thro it
ReplyDeleteJust amazing...proud of you!!!
ReplyDeletegood job,it seems u have given words to my feelings.
ReplyDeleteGood one Aunty!!
ReplyDeletei loved every bit of it..including the title :)
Profound and meaningful providing an indelible insight into the inner turbulence felt discreetly by people as they are enmeshed in their everyday tribulations. Feelings interwoven in words with pulchritudeforcing the reader to contemplate. However I felt as the entire aura of the literary piece was building up it came to an end. Looking forward to something more elaborate from you. Great job :-)- Alimpan.
ReplyDelete@AnilaDi...You mean much more to me than you will ever know....you are my sister..my friend and I know you will never let go of me. @Saanjh...My biggest source of inspiration.I don't know what I will do without you..love you. @Reshmi...Thank you..you have been like a pillar of strength..giving me love and support. @Usha...Thanks...Friends forever. @Seema...Its too early to give up..life is not so bad..and love ...you will find it..believe me. @Sarda...Thanks..I know I can count on you for anything..lots of love. @Swati..Thank you..do keep in touch..I will see u here again. @Carolaan..Thanks..I will always count on you as a dear fried and I know you will be there. @Hansika..,My pet..Thanks..love you. @Mamta...Thank you..after all these years we can still connect,thats what matters. @Aditi...I miss you baby..Thanks..we may not be together,but you are in my thoughts. @Alimpan...Thanks..I will keep in mind what you said..and will certainly look forward to you reading my stuff.
ReplyDeleteAlways be happy Mausi..love you.
ReplyDeleteHow well said!! So well expressed..we all feel the same way but we don't find the right words to express yourself.
ReplyDelete@Kush..love u always! @Suman...Even after all these years we have remained friends and have shared a lot together..and I love u for it...and we will remain so ..Thank you
ReplyDeleteElizabeth Foley:The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.
ReplyDeleteAlpu, one need not have to put into words what one feels for anyone or everyone...silence says so much more than words...you are a very important part of all our lives, and I am confident that you will NEVER be a part of a 'jigsaw puzzle'...time...it is timeless time that you have to take in your stride...and emerge like your name...ALPANA...A pure and peaceful emblem createdto pleasa the GODS.