Without you…I’m nothing! With you…I’m something...and together we’re everything!!
“I Love you”…the three most overused, misused and misunderstood words in the English language.
Have you ever loved someone so much that the earth moved? Even though it hurt, did you love like there is nothing else your heart wants??
After he walked out of my life, someone asked me, who left who…and I answered love left us!! What did he think when he left me….Go ahead…break her heart, let her down, make her cry. Did you love me right? You used to say everything is fine…hold my hand, lead me on and then crush my dreams. It’s no big deal…because I am only a girl.
If there is anything I have learnt in this whole getting over you process...it’s that you are always going to mean something to me, no matter what happens. You are going to be deep down inside my heart. Even years down the road, if we happen to cross and our eyes meet…my heart will skip a beat because I just can’t get you out of my mind and the way you had made me feel….Then, when I was giving you my all….But was it really worth it?
What did I want from you…only to be loved sincerely, I always told you NEVER promise to stay FOREVER, but be WILLING to spend your life with me as long as there is TOMORROW!!Did I ask for too much?
And now I think I have done with crying alone. They say…past is past…I have to move on to see the future…..But how can I move on……..WHEN THE PAST IS THE ONLY THING I HAD WANTED FOR MY FUTURE!
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Gawd!!
ReplyDeletethere's a gulp in my throat..i guess most of the girls can relate to this..its awesome Aunty..jus too good..NOO wait!!..you are too good Aunty..i swear..
Love you Aunty..keep writing such amazing stuff..i m totally in love with your writings!!
Dear Alpana--thats such a good article--we all have hopes dreams and love ,we want to give the one we choose for us--disappointments and disillusionments can be heart rending--you are a strong lovely girl..keep writing...love and blessings always--Shaan
ReplyDeleteIlika Chakravarty November 13 at 4:36am Reply • Report
ReplyDeletefor you alpana....
from me, this song....
i think, it says it all..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wxy8bLzsCfM&feature=fvst
SUSAN BOYLE ☆ CRY ME A RIVER ☆
www.youtube.com
*** HD VERSION *** A 37 year old Susan Boyle recorded this Charity track back in 1999!!!
A lot of sunshine..maybe too much of it...a lot of clouds and heavy storms...another shower...and a seven colored sunshine!Look at the sun..He smiles at you..Life smiles at you, beckoning you to follow...follow the dictates of your mind. Walk into the rainbow...your beautiful daughter is waiting at the other end with her arms opened wide...her smile says,"Maa"!
ReplyDeletetouching...would be an understatement.just want to be quiet and reflect on each word uve written
ReplyDelete@Aditi:Thank you so much Chinki...I need more people like you to appreciate my work...LOVE YOU ALWAYS...you mean a lot to me!
ReplyDelete@Shaan:Thank you...Whatever you say counts a lot..you know that..lots of love to you!
@Ilika:Thank you....always!
@Alka Di:Thank you...for being there when I needed you most in my life..lots of love to you!
@Srijana:Thank you...keep in touch always!
the best........you are such a wonderful person and i wish you all the happiness.
ReplyDeleteHeartfelt ... no doubt...... and i wish u better.... will mail ur inbox... cheers
ReplyDeleteI cannot tell you just how much this post echoes my thoughts. Truth of life, we all want one special person in our life who needs us and loves us as a number one priority. That turns into an expectation in marriage.
ReplyDeleteI know one thing, in any relationship, if we want it to work both partners need to give it the due attention and importance it deserves. When this is done, it works beautifully like a dream. Problem is when only one person does it and then, it just ends up in despair, frustration, extreme pain, confusion, shock, a sense of loss of one's own 'astitva'.
Your coming into my life at this point was meant to be. Love you girl! Your posts speaks to mine in companion silence of shared pain.
Survival and triumph will happen. I know it will. We probably will end up being single...but you know what...it will be worth the journey.
Dear Alpana,
ReplyDeleteWonderful writing.... Appreciate your writig... they are so real...every single word says so much more.... Keep going Alpana.. Love u and ur writings.
Love
Zahida
@Sarda:Thank you...You are wonderful..and I know your value in my life.
ReplyDelete@Carolaan:Thanks...for being there and understanding me!
@Saanjh:Words fail me now...My pillar of strenght...We will emerge as winners..no matter what happens..love u too!
@Zahida:Thank you...for the positive influence in my life...lots of love to you,and I miss u a lot!
very touching,keep it up continue writing
ReplyDelete2222GOOD.....it's touching,keep writing!
ReplyDeleteNandini,Dipti....Thank you....Miss you both a lot..
ReplyDeleteAlpana keep writing it touches our hearts.
ReplyDeleteThank you Reshma!
ReplyDeleteNice post..continue ur writing.
ReplyDeleteSPEECHLESS!
ReplyDeleteWow Alpana..love it
ReplyDeleteVery well written!! I could burst into tears....take care girl, and hugs!!
ReplyDeleteDeadly, hidden talent. keep it going Alpana.
ReplyDeletegreat stuff.
Too good Alpu! Keep it up!
ReplyDelete@Mamta:Thank you Mamta....for everything...being my friend when I needed you the most.
ReplyDelete@Geley:Thanks...My friends are great!
@Swati:What would my life be without people like you..lots of love always.
@Roshan:Your friendship is so important to me right now...Thanks for understanding me and just supporting me...You are very special to me!
@Umisha:Thanks,I always need friends like you in my life!
very touching awesome do keep writing as i really wait to read ur articles as they r highly emotional
ReplyDeletevery touching awesome do keep writing as i really wait to read ur articles as they r highly emotional.. bindu
ReplyDeleteYOU HAVE THIS GIFT FROM GOD.... OF WRITING IDON'T NEED TO TELL U HOW WONDERFUL THIS ARTICLE IS....WE ALL SHOULD REMEMBER THERE IS A SILVER LINING BEHIND EVERY CLOUD!!!
ReplyDeleteCHIN UP GIRL I SOOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU!
very well written n expressed...nd like ma said..there is a lot of sunshine...nd u have us.....Loads of hugs!!!
ReplyDeletethe excruciating pain so beautifully captured in your words. my facebook thought read 'the soul has no rainbow if the eye has no teardrop'....this is what I could feel in your post. You are a woman with a rainbow soul...wish u the very best in life!
ReplyDeleteThank you Ma'am..its unbelievable..getting appreciated by someone like you.
ReplyDeleteI think different though. Catharsis for soul can remove it. PLUS ITS YOUR LIFE AND ITS HIS LOSS.
ReplyDeleteEnd does never have a new begining. End is the begining. :)
Somewhere anger helps...if in nothing else then to just make the tears stop and let you stand with your head held high.
ReplyDeleteBut eventually it all crashes in, be it in the shower or after dark, or worse, in the middle of the day when you least expect it.
But with time, one day, it does get over. I hope.
Loved the post. My first time on your blog. Love it.
Dear Alpana every word you wrote and every moments of your sadness I share with you...because your story if it is your personal is just similar...I went one step ahead of you when I lost my love for ever tried to end myself, but it was PROVIDENCE which saved me and made me live again, as you said now I have moved on, like you, there were friends who helped me forget the past but still it hunts me like a nightmare...Kudos to your writing :) Rubina
ReplyDeleteKudos to you too... Not only are you living your life to the fullest, you are also setting an example for others. As I said, I keep on learning something new everyday from you. God Bless You !!!
DeleteKudos to you too... Not only are you living your life to the fullest, you also are setting an example for others. As I said, I keep on learning something new everyday from you. GOD BLESS YOU !!!
DeleteI can feel each and every word and emotions you have expressed here. Very heartfelt and emotional. I had to go through a similar heartbreak very recently, still trying to get over it. I think from a guy's perspective I can certainly understand your frustration and anger to a certain extent. Hope you have moved on and feel better now.
ReplyDeleteNow that is something I have smartly escaped in my life. I have been hurt in love but not for long or not too hard.
ReplyDeleteThat was a heart touching post and the way you ended it was so sad... Past is what you want for future Wow!
Very heartfelt, straight from the heart. I can relate, in my own way. Hang in there, this too shall pass.
ReplyDeletevery poetic!!awesome feel and mood created by your words
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