I KNOW YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF

I KNOW YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF

A lot of people say, there's someone for me, that the man who comes into my life, should give me, security. But I know they are wrong. They don't see what I see, and what do you mean by security, a ring, and wedding vows? Is that the only factor that binds two individuals who love each another?
When I look into your eyes, I see my life in you. They know nothing of the loneliness before you came into my life. Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day, how did you do it, I ask myself, how did you banish the fear, the darkness? You have made me see that nothing is that bad, that I am strong and worthy of happiness, you have saved me from myself.

Every day I wake up and smile to myself, knowing that I have someone who loves me, knowing you can't wait to see me. How would I go on if you were not there to hold me, to bless me with your love and light? I am so happy that you found me, my life is now complete….I am home. I think you and I were meant to be. Someone once told me that dreams do come true, and I've experienced that.I have stopped thinking as to what is right or wrong,because its high time that I actually thought of myself.

I now believe that, whatever happens happens for a reason. If there is a God, and He has brought me to it, He will take me through it also.

Someone sent a part of this message to me…I have added to it.

I have made peace with myself, with my fears, with those who I thought I hated. I have forgiven mistakes that were indeed almost unforgivable. I've tried to replace people who were irreplaceable and tried to forget those who were unforgettable. I've acted on impulse; have been disappointed by people when I thought that this could never be possible. But I have also disappointed those who I love. I have laughed at inappropriate occasions. I've made friends that are now friends for life. I've loved and I've been loved. I have been loved without me loving the person back. I've lived for love alone and made vows of eternal love. I've had my heart broken many, many times! I've cried while listening to music and looking at old pictures. I've called someone just to hear their voice on the other side. I have fallen in love with a smile. At times, I thought I would die because I missed someone so much.

Today, I have reached that point in life, where the physical aspect of a relationship is not all that I have been wanting. For me, it’s much more than that…someone who reads my mind and soul, understands my silence, and loves me for who I am…And I know, this time, is MY time, because, he tells me…. I KNOW YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF.

I have to give a special mention to Rimly Bezbaruah, my friend...who understands me inside out,and I hope Rimly, you understand this also...I am tired of fighting against myself now.

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Labels: Love, dreams, life

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